i love plum

i know i've been gone 

a

lot.

my hope is with a new year just around the corner

i will feel like a fresh start is in order.

there are so many things about this past year i just want to forget

and so i do

by 

ignoring them.

i haven't wanted to visit all those happy blogs in my sidebar,

haven't wanted to post lately because 

i don't want to be debbie downer.

i'm working through something inside myself that just takes time.

patience.

i want to keep it real around here and 

posting the fa-la-la's of my day seem like a lie.

i'm not a liar.

i'm keeping my fingers crossed that i get swept up in the christmas spirt

asap.

love,

me